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About Me Member Angelina Jolie Fetishist SucroseGirlMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Here Comes the Sun

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Sat Jun 13, 2009, 4:04 PM
Whenever I think that I think something meaningful, I feel the need to write it.
I honestly never know what to say.
If I say something bubbly, I feel that it's a lie.
(Although, I'm generally a very happy person.)
If I want to write something... not sad... What would you call it?
Esoteric?
No... that's not quite it.
(Although, esoteric has always sounded like a very lonely word to me.)
I dunno, actuary.
Nevermind, I guess.
Now that I don't write what I feel, and certainly don't voice it.
I guess you'll never know.
Except, maybe...
If you would...
Nah.

Btw, I feel my life soundtrack would be presented as/by/with/about/around/under/inbetween accordions.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: a circus, maybe...
  • Playing: with my heartstrings
  • Eating: my words
  • Drinking: seawater

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Sometimes I get a surprise from myself.
A little gift left on my mental doorstep.
(Is that my nose?)
It's wrapped in good intentions, cobwebs, a million tiny dandelion wishes, and that one mysterious red scarf I found tucked into my duffel bag.
Finding it, is like winning the lottery.
(Yes, definitely, wait- maybe... Yes... erm, no... I think.)
When I open it,
(but never with that violent, passionate child's impatience)
The present effervesces itself up past my glistening cheeks and across my scalp and up into the clouds.
(Where it is actually never as alone as one might think)
And I realize
(Even for that one little moment, maybe)
That I actually like myself.
That, my friend, is what miracles are made of.

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  • Current Residence: Nirvana
  • Interests: Disney movies, being happy, beaches, collecting shells, yoga, Alice in Wonderland, etc. etc.
  • Favourite movie: Oh, so many....
  • Favourite band or musician: OK Go
  • Favourite artist: Jack Vettriano, Walt Disney
  • Favourite style of art: Cartoons, Art Nouveau
  • Operating System: A drive to be model thin
  • Shell of choice: Blithe credulousness
  • Favourite game: Peek-a-Boo
  • Favourite gaming platform: My dresser by the window
  • Favourite cartoon character: Beetlejuice, Harley Quinn, or Delirium
  • Personal Quote: "There's a difference between saying what you mean and meaning what you say."
  • Tools of the Trade: Safety Pins

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Soon I'll actually post some art. And then maybe you can look at it....possibly....hopefully...Please O_O
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The child is grown, and puts away childish things.
Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies."
Edna St. Vincent Millay

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